Woah. Here we are. Yet another move! I am so grateful that our trip was safe an uneventful, the kids did great (99% of it at least). We got in Friday afternoon after 15 hours of travel. Emotions were completely outta control. I was beyond exhausted and having VERY mixed feelings about everything. I absolutely ADORE my family and love the time we have together, I want the cousins to know each other an grow up together. But, I'm 26 with 4 kids...at home again, don't know that I'm ok with this. I know it's temporary, but still. Seth went to the court house yesterday and finished all the paper work, he let me know within a month I'll officially be Ms. Donofrio again. The feeling of failure was huge. I miss our life in Hawaii. I defintely see us back there at some point.
I feel a little lost right now, not sure where to put my foot next. I am here for at least a few months, then I'm not sure!
I am going to try to post more blogs, I need to get my thoughts out some how. This is the most difficult time of my life thus far. I really hope this is the most difficult it will ever be.
2 comments:
My dear, dear friend,
Please don't ever believe that you are in any way shape or form a failure. Everyone struggles. Everyone. Remember how my life looked last year, and how we didn't know how exactly the Lord would work all the wrinkles out...but somehow He did. It's smooth again. Took a while, but I got there...due to the support of a savior and a very dear friend...**ahem**.
Remember something for me everyday...the Bible never says we are faultless-- we are blameless. I am doing my best to get it together to come out to you as quickly as possible.
If you need a break from anything Arizona is only a hop skip and a plane ride away...even maybe for a girls weekend!
Love you,
Ashley
Hey! I can't believe you are back, so you need to talk? Go out for a bit,call me...you still in Sterling? You remember where I live right? Love you, I'm here!
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